Just had a ciggy. Was out too long and didn't get my meds as early as I'd like. Had some drinks with friends... have a few ciggys in the house... bad move I think. Mom called late - called her back... she didn't get the job. Both my parents out of work for a looooong time now. She said 'not sure how I'm going to pay the bills'. Never heard that.
You want to feel old? Watch your parents feel vulnerable. The indestructible duo of my youth... wondering how to pay bills. Ugh. Second mortgage city I imagine... not the place to be in the fall of your life. They're strong, they'll be fine. Right?
Late night stress with a late night dose of Chantix - and two ciggy's. That's right - 2. The second I post this, I'm going for another. Later...
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